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I'm Schocked
I forget to turn it on my cp .. Lowbat kasi siya and i forget to charged it last night.. Then my stepad kumatok sa room ko .. and he said "Why your Phone is off? your mom is calling you .. please turn it on.." i said ok.. then after a few seconds my mom's calling me.. Then i answer the phone..

She said "What time you wake up?" i said 11:00 She said again "Is it your brother online now? hes waiting you .." i said no.. he's off now.. Then dito ako na shocked sa sinabi nya.. "Nasa Ospital ang papa mo but he's already on the House"..

Di ako masyado nkapag salita dahil masyado akong nag "worry" nanaman.. after a few seconds.. i said "WHY??" my mom said "bumalik nanaman sakit nya" ayon tumulo bigla luha ko sa sobrang pag iisip sa papa ko.. :[ after our conversation on the phone.. UMIYAK na talaga ko.. di ko lam gagawin ko.. buti na lang nanjan friend ko na si Mic para palakasain loob ko. after that.. I'm Still waiting for my brother if he will be going to online.. because i really wan't to talk to my father .. i wan't to check him kung ok lang ba siya :[ I'm so thankful to my brother na sya ang nag dala sa Ospital.. sana alagaan nya mabuti ang PAPA namin.. i know my Borther is one of a kind Person I still remember when i was in the phils. Sufer bait talaga nya.. :[ anyway Back to my Father's problem..

Then i don't know what happen now to him because my brother is not online right now.. maybe tomorrow i will talk to him.

And i said to my friend "Why Mic? i always PRAY naman pero bakit ganon" my friend said "You must wait" yah i have patience naman..

Bakit ganon after mo humiling kay God nabibigay nga nya pero after a few days weeks months .. bumabalik pa rin .. God knows naman na napaka malapit namin sa knya.. maybe because of some BAD things from me.. Siguro nga kelangan ko ibalik ugali ko kung ano meron ako dati.. Pero ang hirap di ko lam kung pano . hayss napaka hirap lalo na't wala ka sa tabi ng pinaka mamahal mo. But im still have FAITH! God Please.. Please.. :[

Posted on 31 October 2008 | At 4:19 PM | 0 comments
When i Miss my Family
When i miss you Pa, i dont know what i am going to do.. para bang bigla na lang akong npapaluha kapag naalala kita.. maybe because i really miss you n nga tlga.. Pinag sisisihan ko talaga ang lahat bakit pa ko nagloko sa pag aaral at di ko inisip man lang ang mga bagay na ganito.. mabuti pa kung pinag patuloy ko jan nakasama ko kayo at kapiling ko kayo. I'm not saying this because i dont want with my mom.. ofcourse this time i wan't with my mom.. imagine almost 18 years akong di nakapiling ng mom ko so it's time to live with my mom.. Also i miss all my nephews .. wala pati ako ma-KISS-an dito na bata :D specialy marco.. actually he's my cousin tinuring ko lang na newphew dahil sa sobrang bata nya :] Kpag naiisip ko kapag mag papabili ako ng jollibee sa tito ernie ko nakakapag damot pa ko sa nephews ko ang SAMA KO NOH? ;[ Hays pag naiisip ko talaga ang mga bagay nong nasa pinas pa ko di ko mapigilan bumaba mga luha ko :[ kahit nag lalakad ako sa daan mag isa Bigla bilaan na lang maalala ko isa sa kanila.. But i used to think GOD always der for my family.. Di naman nya pbabayaan ang isang pamilyang hindi nakakalimot sa knya.. Thats why i used to be Strong and Faith.. Actually habang sinusulat ko tong blog eh kausap ko Papa ko.. And bihira nga lang kami mag usap nito kahit araw araw namin sila ka Kontak. Kasi my pasok nga at pag dating naman sa hapon di ko na sila maabutan.. Pinapalakas ko na lang loob ko kahit papaano.. at salamat na rin mejo di na ko na ho HOME SICK Noong una ko talagang dating dito.. parang lagi lang akong tulala :| para bang ewan na lang .. Pero ng maging 3 months and up na ko dito .. nkaka moved on na ko.. That's why Im so thankful to God.. :]

Posted on 25 October 2008 | At 1:05 PM | 0 comments



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